IT'S ONLY MONDAY!!!!

start with something happy 1st.....
ytd i downloaded E-BIBLE TO MY N71......
it is sooooooo COOL.....
from now on i can read it everywhere and anyway....
wat's more it is
practically no weight....(except my hp weight of course) =D
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seems like nowadays i'm particularly looking forward for
church svc (sun) & cell grp(fri)
wonder why???
maybe because i can see my beloved cg members =)
maybe because it gives me peace.....
or maybe just because i dun feel like staying home......
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Sigh....feel very stupid....
feel like knocking my head on the wall.....
why do i ALWAYS have to make the mistake
BEFORE
realising it is WRONG....
shouldnt had that "talk"
seems to only worsen the situation
maybe i dun really know my parents at all
trying to act like nothing happen is hard....
the thorn will always be in the hearts....
heart and mind is soooooo NOT at peace!!!!

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ARGH!!!!! 18 BIRTHDAY FASTER COME!!!!!!!!

have a feeling that only after my birthday will i start anew
live a fresh new life
live a life of a Christian
live a life that belongs to me.......