LAST 17 years old entry

here i am waiting anxiously for 12am to arrive.....
currently 11.15pm
so i thought why not blog my last entry for age of 17 =p
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hmm......let's see for this year
quite a hard year for me i guess
in sch work
in imakeadeal business
in family
that's why i'm soooo looking forward to a new start
everything FRESH & ANEW!!!!
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but of course i believe that these experiences will only strengthen me
"Maturity is accepting Responsibility"
but havent my past performances shown my maturity?
IT Leader
IT Club President
Class rep
D&D Organsier
Running my own business IMakeADeal
wat is ur opinion of maturity???
Do i really dun deserve that trust and confidence u HAD in me?
where has it went to???
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sigh.....
mum and dad didnt even accompany me to countdown
went to bed at 11pm already......
they normally did it every yr.......
but why did they have to miss this so significant yr to me???
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now is 11.30pm
half an hr more
when 12am strikes
i will do my 1st 18 yr old prayer
for my BREAKTHROUGH!!!!!!!!
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counting down with my friends now!!!!!!!
decide to unblock "someone"
hee.....cause i'm going to be merciful like Jesus =)=)=)
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thinking when my birthday is over
everything is going to settle down once again
then i will revert back to the feelings of .........
but oh well must tell myself cannot think like that
IT WILL BE A BREAKTHROUGH!!!!!!!!!!!!
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11.40pm now
ok going to stop here.....
blog more tmr......