Changes......

Looking back at the date that i last blog it was like 2 months ago
wonder a while why did i stop blogging
lazy?
tired?
maybe just nothing to say ba???

my motivation to blog again came from this in second last chp of Purpose Driven

Don't just write down the pleasant things.
Record your doubts, fears, and struggles with God.
Our greatest lessons come out of pain,
and the Bible says God keeps a record of our tears.

Whenever problems occur,
remember that God uses them to fulfill the purposes in your life:
Problems force u to focus on God,
draw u closer to others in fellowship,
build Christlike character,
provide u with a ministry,
and give u a testimony.
Every problem is purpose-driven.

the things that happen within this month really changed a lot of my life
guess my whole 18 yrs life this few weeks really the most happening

everything happens so fast
till i cannot manage
1)suddenly catherine came my hse talk to my mum
turned out to be very bad worst then before she came

2)then my parents said i cant go cell grp from now on (till an indefinite time)
nothing i say or do will work anymore

3)got a pool table at home
my uncle gave it to us cause he dun wan it anymore
living room now so weird with the pool table in place

4)then my mum's bro moved in with us
got chase out by his wife's family

5)found out his wife pregnant
their family a lot of agrument
his wife's family really crazy abt having no money
yet none of the parents work
even have to let their daughter work and pay for the whole family

6)i ask vincent to give me bible study
whole bunch of things happen
catherine worried
ming jing(our zone supervisor) offered to personally give me OMG
stressed.....

All these times the fear, anxiety, sadness, stress really surpass a lot of things
i had to endure through all these during the Mid-Semester Test(MST) week
so i'm actually quite fearful of my results

but through all these life experiences i really learnt a lot
things that cannot be found in books or learnt by studying

Pastor Kong said it is easy to praise God when ur going through gd times
but it is when u go through bad times
then are ur praises precious to HIM

must press on....