Aftermath of Celebration

well it's june 14 which means that
june 13 is over
which means that
East Coast Celebration is over =(
really really didnt want the night to end
but i must say it was the best it could have been
with a few exceptions like Chia Yee & Zhi Yin not able to come
but other than that my other worries were all futile
hee......i get to stay till the very last min
becaz mum & dad drove to ECP and drove all my friends home lol
but the car was packed like sardines haha
but hey it was 10 ppl in a 7 seater Toyota Wish lol
not bad already =p
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i was quite worried ytd
cause it RAINED!!!!!!
TWICE SOMEMORE!!!!!
WHEN WE WERE STARTING FIRE!!!!!!
i was like
"Oh God Oh Jesus u cant do this to me"
"Please have mercy on me and let me enjoy today"
and.......whatcha know
it stopped raining!!!!
hee......God is a merciful Lord AMEN!!!
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thus we were able to continue with the bbq
whew.....
at 1st i was very disappointed cause the twins said they could not come on for my celebration
becaz their grandma dun allow
BUT BUT BUT!!!!
ytd at like 2pm+
Yilin called me and said the TWINS COULD COME!!!!
hahaha she managed to convince them and the twins in turn ask permission from their dad
and Praise the Lord!!!!
the 3 of them came together lol
hee......
although it was a pity catherine could only arrive at 8.15pm like that quite late
if not i actually really wanted her to be at the cake cutting time
but Jen they all have to go cause Ming Hao father was waiting for them.....
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then during the time when i can make a wish
i had wanted to make 3 wishes lol
and Jen could read my mind haha
she said "Must make 3 wishes" lol
for those who wanna know here are my 3 wishes
(i didnt say the 1st wish out loud)

1st wish: dad would no longer be against me going for church related activities anymore
2nd wish: I invited everyone to make a wish hee.....
quite weird of me right but actually since the surprise birthday party at cell grp
i had wanted to do something like this
but i guess i forgotten ba
somemore quite a lot of ppl i duno
so a bit embarrassed lol
just wanna get it over and done with =p

but yeah back to the purpose
i wanted to bless them all as well
so that this birthday is not just abt myself
becaz
friends i wanna let all of u know that
without u all
i wouldnt be the Tiffany i am today!!!

3rd wish: i wish that are their wishes come true =)=)=)
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ok i know somebody will SURELY ask
why so generous
why dun use all the wishes for urself
but as i read the Purpose Driven each day(gift by CL,YJ,Clarice,Darren)
i started to value other things than the "worldly possessions"
as i began to read a lot of my mindset start to take form
the form of God's way
my wavering mind
starts to finally take shape!!!!
thus i believe blessing others feels much much better than blessing myself
becaz if i bless myself
i can only get temporary satisfisation
but if i bless others
i will feel glad for them
and in return my happiness will definitely be doubled!!!!!!
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ok just 1 last thing abt ytd
i want to thank my best friends
Rain & Priscilla
for organising this celebration for me
it was not easy
coordination and cooperations are normally tough matters to handle lol
but everything turned out very well
thanks gals =D=D=D

also must thanks everyone for coming like ling ling she could only come for a few hours
then she had to go home
but i just wanna say thanks a lot for coming
each and everyone of u
even delconi also can come in the end hee.......
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ok i'm going to blog a little abt today......
i sms a few friends asking whether they would be interested to go for tmr cg
then 2 of them Delconi and Richard
asked me what is a cell grp
i sms back saying
"grp of christians coming together and pray then we sit around and talk and have fun after that"

but like a few hrs later i thought back abt the qn
what exactly is the purpose of a cell grp???
just a grp where church friends meet up???
then it dawned on me

quite a while back someone asked me to join a cell grp
that time i first heard of this name from Vincent
but i didnt really know so i ask the person
she said
"in our life, there are times where we need hlp
the hlp can be obtained in cell grp
when we pour out of our troubles
ppl will pray for us
becaz in those times
we NEED ppl to pray for us
only then will those obstacles come to pass soon"
i remembered wat she said.....
she told me this when i started going church 2 months ago
and this person is my aunt jane.

she is a very devoted christian also
but i realise i really know very little abt her
i believe i can learn a lot more from her.

another thing she told me when i started going to church
something that i will nv forget
i had said i would talk my parents into salvation by Jesus Christ also
but she had stopped me saying
"Dont use words to tell them, use ur actions to show them"
"show them u have become a better daughter to them"
and it was from these words that i had vowed to use my actions
to prove it to mum & dad!!!!!

but till this day june 14 from april 6
just how much had i convinced them
or has it already fallen to the scale of negative
where it is unrepairable for life?????