1st Day of Sch

well in one word it was
HECTIC
haha i think my phone kept ringing lol
luckily i have free incoming calls and free campus call
not much results shown today
but at least we know a lot of ppl know abt us already
hopefully tmr will be a better day
God Bless :)

didnt really feel like blogging just now
but tong yan showed me her blog at multiply
abt her SOT stuff
i'm very amazed at it
can God really do all these?
i also really envy them
not just being able to go for SOT
but the courage and faith to take up this action

i think she and vonne really enjoyed herself
just reading her blog made me learnt a lot of stuff
cant imagine how much more she is learning there
i am so happy for her =)
will i have the chance to be like them?

the happiness
the edifying by the Holy Spirit
the freedom
will i even become as spiritual as her???

i know she has her share of burden and worries too
but she really lifted it up to God
i thought i could do the same
but i often found myself back to the starting pt
i'm really missing out on a lot of things

today 1st day back in sch
i must say i received quite a few comments
nice one of course
abt how i have changed to be better on the outside
though i think i changed a lot more on my mindset and thinking
the trip in China really impacted me in quite a few ways
other than the fact i'm eating quite a lot now haha
btw i only gained 0.5kg despite eating so much in China lol

i think through the separation with my parents,church and spore
i know wat is impt to me now
wat i really miss when i'm in China
and wat i really need and wan
it is also a time for me to rest and heal my past wounds
i had lots of fun and enough of a lot of things
like the email kim had sent me

I wish you enough sun to keep your attitude bright no matter how gray the day may appear.

I wish you enough rain to appreciate the sun even more.

I wish you enough happiness to keep your spirit alive and everlasting.

I wish you enough pain so that even the smallest of joys in life may appear bigger.

I wish you enough gain to satisfy your wanting.

I wish you enough loss to appreciate all that you possess.

I wish you enough hellos to get you through the final good-bye.


i did endure enough pain to know that how much happiness i had =)

Papa God
there is still that one thing i really need
when will it come to past?