07/07/07

once in a 1000 year
07/07/07
a day where a lot of ppl getting married at the ROM
and......
one of them is my uncle (mum's brother)
their appointment time is 1.30pm
spent like 5mins inside
$500 lol

one thing i felt very uncomfortable with is the way the read their vows
i know it is not my position to commend
but the way the both of them read it
is like so childish and not serious
like primary sch kids reciting
once back in the car with my dad and sis
i told my dad and sis
if my future husband said in that way
i would say
"Let's forget it...I'm not going to marry u"
LOL
but really le if my future husband so unconcerned
then i believe i can find a better guy =p
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sigh......i'm feeling very sad the whole day actually
cause my heart is on church in expo
but cant make it by 5pm
after that going to sim lim
yet my parents dun let me go tmr
cause we going malaysia early in the morning
i asked them a lot of times
but........
i'm like looking forward to go church for the whole week
yet........
i'm even denied the right to go for a while
felt like crying
but i promised someone i will be happy for GOD's sake
i will try.....
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i bought a Nintendo DS lite at Sim Lim Square just now
didnt seem to have the effect of making me happier
downloaded a whole lot of games that seems to be quite fun
but really i think
deep inside my heart
it is not wat i really really want and need
it is a luxury item
that will just temp forget abt the unhappiness
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Lord
have a feeling i'm not doing something right
but cant put my finger on the problem
or maybe
i know the problem
but i dun wanna admit it????

I'm lost myself then how do i lead the lost to u????