Friday, August 31, 2007

I GOT SACKED!!!!!!!!

i still cant believe it!!!!
all 6 of us (Wei Ying,Wei Ling,Eileen,Jessica,Yee Ling and me)
all of us got sacked from that Singapore Pools job recommendated by Resource Vantage
the job is just sorting out whether the Sweepstakes have email or not
yet still can get fired
think we make history liao
前无古人,后无来者。
18 yrs old only le got my 1st experience of being sacked liao....
haiz.....know cant exactly blame others
but still mixed feelings sia
a bit happy cause no need see that supervisor again
but sad actually quite larger cause it is the 1st time of being tio pok (phrased by eileen)
pathetic arent we huh???

imagine nxt time i apply for jobs filling the form that time
will have a qn asking Reason for leaving Last Job
then my answer would be SACKED!!!!!!!!
STUPID SIA

all 6 of us were so shocked and stunned
our supervisor just say give me ur passes(needed to go to places in the building)
and sign our timesheets as usual
then she say u all no need to come back on Monday
then we like blur blur walk out
not even ONE of us asked why did she sacked us
then we so angry la like wan to confront her
keep calling Patricia(Resource Vantage's agent) to ask for an explanation
then she explained to us say she received a mail from Singapore Pools
saying the reason for terminating our contract is cause
we disobey orders and rebutted her
wth la
she said wat we did wat lor
rebutting part also not really true sia
ARGH......WE ARE SABOTAGED AND INNOCENT (to a certain extent)
AIYA JUST A LOT OF MISUNDERSTANDINGS FROM DAY 2!!!!!

on a lighter thought Eileen immediately called Kelly Services who just called her today
asking whether she wanna work for credit card so we may be going for training on Monday
so actually not bad la
last than half an hr we lost our jobs we got another job prospect
haiz......still hope that at least that supervisor can hear our side of the story

God is this yr will???

Tuesday, August 28, 2007

A New Job....

Whew.....finished 2nd day of work...
Singapore Pools
high security???
one word is MA FAN
go everywhere must tap card
luckily dun need to anywhere go if not trigger the alarm sure very ma lu lol
but anyway it's an easy job just have to sort out whether the Sweepstakes tickets have email or not
have email put aside
no email throw into box
that's all.
Pay quite gd 6.50 per hr highest paying job i worked
but got CPF sia so in the end will like get 300+ only
for 8 days not including wkend

today so funny really glad i asked Eileen to work along with me
whole day we are entertained by her lol
cause the person in charge of us say we must complete 3 boxes of Sweepstake tickets by whole day
however we only like managed 2 and 3/4 boxes
but actually if we didnt hlp another grp we could have finished lor
sigh.....work so hard today
ytd very relaxed still can complete quota
that means is actually the other 2 new gals that are very slow not us lor
sigh......
all of us so tired sia like only 8pm like that already very sleepy
then neck and back pain......
feel like sleeping liao.....
8am-5pm really
No Life!!!!!!!!
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fri got cell grp outing at West Coast
chee leng not able to go cause got COMEX 2007 =(
sad
outing starting at 4.30pm i end work at 5pm
sad sad
outing at Clementi my workplace is at Dobhy Ghaut
sad sad sad!!!!
by the time i reach there should be like almost 5.50pm le ba
*sniff sniff*
will rush there!!!!!

but they say fri got fire drill hopefully is like at the end of the day
so can slack and go out earlier haha......
hopefully =p

Wednesday, August 22, 2007

EXAMS OVER!!!!!!!!!

and that means IT'S HOLIDAY!!!!!!!!!
and that means
EAT SLEEP PLAY
ok but need to get a job for a short period
and then EAT SLEEP PLAY again haha.....
today everybody jumping with happiness and excitement when paper is over lol
met Hilmi and Pam then Hilmi asked me how is BFI
and i replied BFI IS OVER HAHA.....
annoy him for a while lol and Pam said GD ANSWER!!!
haha cause i think that is the only thing i can think off at that time lol
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Restraining to blog all these times when i'm beside my laptop lol
finally can now but like forgotten a lot on wat to blog already....

ok some main random pts

Cell grp is going to spilt into 2 soon
and i'm gonna be separated from twins and yilin
feeling sad abt it
but Cat said it is going to happen either around end Aug or end Sep
i will miss them a lot
they are like one of the fews whom i can really talk in cg

Cat asked me whether i thought of becoming a Cell grp Leader
a bit surprised when she asked me this
but i said i nv thought before
somemore i'm still a very young christian
dun think i'm capable enough
but she said if i want to definitely can do it
Cell grp Leader
1st thought that comes to my mind is STRESSED
a lot of responsibility
as i think carefully abt the positives
Cell grp Leader IMPACTS ppl life
just like how my life is changed with Catherine and cell grp
duno la but definitely dun need to worry abt this now

GATHERING!!!!
going to meet up with lots and lots of friends this holiday
enjoy the holiday with them
cause the nxt long holiday period will be during Feb
then got ITP
only depend where it is either Singapore or China
oh well God will make a way

my family's new car coming very soon either this wkend or nxt wk
hee.... we refer it to our family's baby
~our dream car~

nxt thing to look forward to is my driving license basic theory test ba
but that is in Oct 4 still like very long
somemore sch will have started sianz......

oh and remembered something abt Joyce Meyer's svc on sunday
Dispose of the "Wat abt me?" qn that is always in ur heart and mind
do something to encourage ppl every single say
I'm not where I WANNA be, but not where i USED to be

golden words of advice that i will remember for life.

Monday, August 13, 2007

Great Weekend

Sat 11 Aug 2007
Hectic day....slp at 3am previous night but woken up by my mum at 8.30am.....
and wat she asked me to do.....
print 2 photos using the Epson printer
...........8.30am in the morning
i was so tired that i didnt really have the strength to make any comments
the even worst part is my dad had not even wake up
and i had to like wait a whole 1hr before we go out to the bank and malaysia
cause dad going on business trip to Jakata on Sun morning bringing mum along
everything is paid by company
so mum just have to pay for the air ticket hahaha.....
benefits of a public listed company=everything claim from company LOL!!!
<~~~Fast Forward~~~>
Went a hell lot of places and struggling to keep my eyelids open
final destination went to Sim Lim Square
spent a couple of hrs there cause dad deciding wat gifts to buy for his clients in Jakata
and...................
wat do u know
he bought another Nintendo DS Lite for my sister ($360)
intending to *cough*claim*cough*
haha my sister was very happy lol (well actually who wouldnt)
i had to pay half for my own DS yet she got it without paying a single cent lol
my mum secretly asked me saying "I pay u back for the money u paid ok?"
and my answer was
"It's ok. Nevermind"
haha laugh all u want but really some ppl might think i'm stupid
but i really dun see the purpose of calculating.....it is.....tiring.
her DS was a limited edition Metallic Rose colour very nice le
(much nicer than mine)
in the past i would normally be feeling a bit *ok i admit more than a bit* sour in my heart haha

whenever she gets a brand new item better than mine
one of the frequent items is handphones (higher turnover lol)
but i must say THIS TIME
i feel different
i'm sincerely happy for her
no more jealously or sour feeling
so happy when i realised this
this mean that there is MORE of Christ in Me and Lesser of Me
this is a small accomplishment but it is a start!!!!
*pats myself on the shoulder*
hee........
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Sun 12 Aug 2007
it is actually officially Mon 13 Aug 2007 as it is 1:24am now
listening to Don Moen's songs
with my half studied FA lecture notes aside my laptop
(believe it or not i havent even finished reading through it once)
decide to come and blog haha........

Sun Svc-A.R. Bernard
He is really a great speaker
heard his name a lot of times
finally had the chance to see and hear him for myself today
Today's message tells me some very meaningful things
How to engage the world and putting a limit on the World's values
U can live in a totally different culture and absorb everything BUT
U will NOT FEED on the values and philosophy of that culture
because u will lose ur Christ like character that is in everybody since we are born
we are shaped by our enviornment, culture, family upbringing
so we must know where to draw the line on the World's Values
World's Values:
  • Selfish Ambition
  • Pride
  • Fear
  • Ego
  • Envy
  • Lust
  • Greed
  • Jealously

Why do ppl fail in life? Because of 1 word
Discontentment
when your heart is not happy with all the things u have
End Results:
Sacrifice wat u have for wat u dont have
Losing ALL that u HAD

Therefore having a Thankful Heart is very impt....

Officially sent my parents to airport and off they go to a company paid "holiday" lol
whereas my sis and I are stuck with stupid exams
first time left only 2 of us at home
feeling weird and insecure
and they will only be back on Wed night
but of course with technology nowadays
Video Conference is just a click away LOL!!!!

My mum said she married my dad for 20yrs and today they had spent the most amt of $
haha i was laughing all the way
she say she buy things dun even need to look at the price
haha and she bought a lot of things
SK2 facial masks, Eternity perfumes, Guess hangbag
all the branded stuffs lol
glad that she is happy
the last time she sat on a plane was many yrs ago
both my sis and I had went on a business trip with my dad
finally her turn this time lol
staying in a 5 star hotel somemore hahaha......

Thank U Lord for all the blessings
Those that i received and even those that i cannot see!!!

Now have to concentrate on my exams
strangely i dun really seems to be very worried
when i should cause others had already like studied countless times
yet i'm still halfway through my 1st time
but i know God is with me through everything!!!!

Saturday, August 4, 2007

FESTIVAL OF PRAISE 2007

i'm soooooo blessed!!!!!!!!!
i declare DON MOEN IS MY FAV SINGER FROM NOW ON!!!!!!
i'm sooooooooooooo touched by his songs!!!!
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Friday 3 Aug 2007
my 1st blog for the month of Aug
still feeling a bit sick compared to thu which was much worst
then today still had bookbuzz meeting with darren chee leng and jessica
it was like 11am around that time
when i decide to ask my mum once again whether can i go for the festival of praise
it was at singapore indoor stadium
but is like 7.30pm then start
ending around 10.30pm
quite late for me already
somemore so far at kallang
when i mentioned that topic on the phone
she asked me called my father and asked in a quite angry voice
then she hanged up on me
so with an aprehensive heart i called my dad
and HE SAID OK
he even said so late ah
ok i come fetch u after that!!!!!!
then he said he busy and hanged up
i was like stunned for a while
then happiness dawned on me!!!

i called back my mum and told her he said ok
and she nv say anything lol
hahaha.......

then finally arrived at FOP at 6.30pm ba
so big lol couldnt find cat they all
finally when i found them
i realised we got the BEST SEATS
right in front of the main screen
a bit of distance so that our necks will not strained
BEST OF THE BEST SEATS!!!!!!

FOP started
had Delirious starting the opening praises songs
quite a few also
the songs were quite ok
but erm....not really wat i like
cause it is those loud and a bit wild praise songs

then followed on by Don Moen
heard from cat that he is chee leng's fav
so was quite looking forward to his appearance
and when he started singing on the keyboard
OMG.....when i hear his voice and songs
i immediately fell in love with them
and i had thought Hillsong United and CHC songs are excellent
but his is nothing like wat i have heard
it is HEAVENLY!!!!
his songs portray God in such
a gentle way
a heart touching way
a really close father who really is closer than my breathe

his songs that i fell in love with are like
1)He Never Sleeps
2)Still/Be Still and Know
3)Thank You Lord

1)He Never Sleeps
The lyrics are brilliant...tears were almost flowing out of my eyes
"He never slp
He never slumber
he never tires of hearing our prayers
when we are weak he becomes stronger
so rest in his love and cast all ur cares
on him"
Our Almighty Lord is always working for us
he will nv ever get tired of our prayers despite the repetition
when i'm weak it only shows that he is indeed truely stronger
i just wan to embrace him and cast all worries on him
cause he will definitely make it better

2)Still/Be Still and Know
"When the oceans rise and thunders roar
i will soar with u above the storm
Father u are king over the floods
i will be still
and know u are GOD"
Heavenly Father i am going through this period of rising oceans and roaring thunders
but i WILL SOAR WITH U ABOVE THE STORM
letting me hear this song made me feel that
God knows wat i'm going through
he is telling me through the lyrics
he is with me
waiting for a day where i can soar with him and GLORIFY HIM!!!

3)Thank You Lord
This song is like pulling at my heart
it gives me a deep and sincere feeling of thanking Lord
and the lyrics are so simple
"For all you've done in my life
You took my darkness and gave me your light
Thank you lord Thank you lord
You took my sin and my shame
You took my sickness and healed all my pain
Thank you lord Thank you lord"
yet so true
i had a very deep feeling of thanks in my heart at that moment...
a feeling that i had nv felt before
the deep feeling of thanks surprises even myself...

Don Moen
a heavenly singer of God's gospel
i'm fortunate to come upon his songs
this day i will nv forget
to be honest before coming for the FOP
i was tired in my walk of faith
my passion and my fire for the Lord was not burning as strongly as before
almost till extinguish maybe
becaz of everything that is happening
but he brought back that FIRE IN ME
and not only that he
MAGNIFIED IT 10 TIMES

feel so blessed after it God is Good!!!!!
feel like going for one more but
know it will be quite impossible
but it's ok
i received wat is intended for me to receive already :)
chee leng is going on sun also
must press her for the details hee......
see if she received as great a blessing as me or even GREATER!!!!
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Sat 4 Aug 2007
today God blessed my family with our dream car
a brand new TOYOTA ESTIMA
paying only $500 deposit
which will be refunded afterwards
which means literally NO money paid
get to drive a brand NEW car

Some features of ESTIMA
8 seater
DVD player with 2 Screens
Auto door (no more hearing my mum say i close the door very roughly haha)
Reverse camera shown on screen (very useful when parking and cannot see)
3 ROWS of AIR-CON (not like Toyota WISH must depend on the front aircon)
Seats can be laid flat like a bed (our Chariot in the past can but WISH cannot so was a bit disappointed)

the the coolest feature of them all i think is
Auto sensor with the car remote
meaning to drive the car u no need the keys
u just need to have the remote inside ur car
then u step on the brake and press the Engine Start button
and TA DA ur engine is start
no more inserting of keys lol
and the best part is
if ur remote is like not in ur pocket or something
(even just on top of ur car)
the car will not start lol

AND AND AND
u dun even need to take out ur remote if ur returning from shopping
u just walk near ur car (with ur remote in ur pocket)
touch the door handle
the door will be UNLOCK!!!!!
COOL.............
haha i will be able to drive it once i get my license
should be nxt yr ba haha
but in the meantime i'll enjoy being a passenger......

haha this is going to be my testimony for cg nxt wk lol
which is friday still have so long to go
must go through wed CRM test 1st
but oh well
GOD is with me!!!!!!!!
as well as all the friends that i loved and cherished so much.
THANK YOU LORD.