Busy Busy Busy....

haiz have been intending to blog since the past wk
but didnt really have the time and mood to do it
now now BT rong quite "BTing" commanding me to update
i have no choice but to do it lol
if not kanna "hoot" by eileen wahaha....

this wk i'm so busy and stressed till i almost cant breathe
and it is only the 1st wk of the many wks to come
from now on mostly every wk schedule
Monday
Go sch at 8am-4pm
Work at OrangeTee as telemarketer 6.30pm-9.30pm
Reached home abt 11pm mostly will slp around 1am or 2am

Tuesday
Go for 1 driving practical session 9.50am-11.30am
Go for class at 1pm-3pm
Go home rest and prepare to tuition my sis on eng
Start tuition with her at around 7pm-9.30pm
(vomit blood time, say her one sentence, she rebuke with 5 =_=")
Mark her homework
Assign her new homework for thu

Wednesday
Class at 9am-3pm
Work at 6.30pm-9.30pm
Reached home abt 11pm mostly will slp around 1am or 2am

Thursday
Class start at 10am-5pm
Go home prepare to tuition my sis 7pm-9.30pm again
Mark her tue homework
Give homework for nxt tue

Friday
Class from 9am-4pm
Go home mark my sis's daily hw given by me(accumulated over the wk)
if possible i wanna go for cg 7pm-9.30pm
reach home abt 11pm too
(provided i'm allowed and able to go)

i think i have never been so busy before
but i think this is not the end yet
projects havent really start yet
and i'm not doing my weekly tutorial qns too
if i wanna add in all these
i think i avg can only slp at 3am everyday....

although in some ways
i like being so busy
makes me feel more efficient in the usage of my time
instead of just doing useless stuff
which i had spent so much time doing in the past
need to catch up on all of them
and i think if i'm really going uni
the workload might be even heavier???

but there might be changes to our work soon
either all quit
some stay the rest quit
i think i'm a bit overboard in phrasing my words
Tiffany ah Tiffany
haiz duno did i do the right or wrong thing
if i dun press on for the ans
we will be wasting everybody's time
but by doing so
i'm indirectly causing quite a misery to someone who treats us so well
especially when her family is having a lot of things gg on too
so did i do the right thing???

and of all days and wks to choose
someone decided to disclose to me a shocking news on thu 29 May 2008
although it might be a prank
but seems unlikely to be
but chances are still there
AIYA!!! SIGH BIG TIME!!!
i really dun wish to handle this the most actually
coz the consequences and results will be too big for me to deal with!!!

not to mention our project mates seems not very inclined to do work
haiz hopefully when we really start up our engines to do work
the work produced will be of a quality work
if not i dread to think........
HOWEVER our client still hasnt replied with comments abt our survey qns
how do we start asking and compiling the results in Jun
SBT!!!!!
i think if he still havent get back to us
i will be as BT as ah rong soon.....

ok on a lighter note
went for last 2 final theory lessons with chee leng dear dear
whew....no more theory lessons
each 100mins
we had to go through 200mins in a row after a whole day of sch
but finally it's over
Thank God cl is with me
time pass faster with her around
joking and laughing and gossiping abt tons of stuff
feel so happy with her around
maybe coz she is all bright and cheerful ba
though she really think too much at times lol
but still Thank God for letting her come into my life
she has unconsciously became a very impt person in my life
strange yr 1 we are not so close???
diff options might have done us gd after all
she is a really dear sis close to my heart =)=)=)
Thank God Thank God Thank God

sch is also very funny as usual with eileen and ah rong
i think without them my stress wont be relieved as easily as now
in 1 day they can argue and quarrel for up to 5 or 6 times
or even more i think lost count le ba hahaha
and they can be patched that many times in a day
really closer than a couple liao i think lol hahaha
ah rong is just so cute lol!!!!!
but ah rong really dun BT so much la
BT so much in one day will really old very fast le
i think u feel the effects liao right =p=p=p

PaPa God
i need ur strength and hlp in everything

Total problems i have to deal with
Fighting on to be able to go for fri cg and sat svc every wk
Going work on every mon and wed
Tuition with my sis every tue and thu
project survey and report along with presentation
deal with my upcoming final theory test
finding time to continue taking driving lessons
mid-sem test on 23 jun to 26 jun
dad's career
mum's anxiety and worrying character
my sis o lvl this yr
results for my final yr in SP

Jesus i commit everything into ur almighty hands
i really duno where will all these lead me
the only thing i know is that
i will continue to follow the path u had set for me
to shine for u as salt of the earth and light of the world
Thank U for the friends and family members u placed in my life
to lead me and to develop my character to be a better person
to love everyone around me fervently
in Jesus Mighty Name
AMEN!!!!