Tired....Plain tired

nowadays seems to be very busy
however on 2nd thoughts i'm doing quite a lot of things that
no need to use brain
cause i think all my brain cells died on thinking of bookbuzz
as well as church stuffs
a bit waste time to play all those games
but oh well need to relax my brain.....

actually got a lot of things to blog like
1) Birthday celebration with Priscilla, Jia Yee and Rain
2)Bookbuzz things
3)New timetable stuffs
4)Church stuffs

but just plain tired.....
so not going to do any of it i guess
saw a personality quiz at Wei Ying's blog
very true u all should go and try....

You Are An ISFJ

The Nurturer You have a strong need to belong, and you very loyal.A good listener, you excel at helping others in practical ways.In your spare time, you enjoy engaging your senses through art, cooking, and music.You find it easy to be devoted to one person, who you do special things for. In love, you express your emotions through actions.Taking care of someone is how you love them. And you do it well! At work, you do well in a structured environment. You complete tasks well and on time.You would make a good interior designer, chef, or child psychologist. How you see yourself: Competent, dependable, and detail oriented When other people don't get you, they see you as: Boring, dominant, and stuck in a rut

What's" Your Personality Type?

and another one true to a certain extent except for the Loyalty part i dun think i'm like that

Your Values Profile

Loyalty: You value loyalty a fair amount.You're loyal to your friends... to a point.But if they cross you, you will reconsider your loyalties.Staying true to others is important to you, but you also stay true to yourself. Honesty: You don't really value honesty.You do value getting your way, no matter what.And if a little lying is required to do that, no problem.A few white lies never hurt anyone (at least, that's what you tell yourself!) Generosity: You value generosity a fair amount.You are all about giving, as long as there's some give and take.Supportive and kind, you don't mind helping out a friend in need.But you know when you've given too much. You have no problem saying "no"! Humility: You value humility highly.You have the self-confidence to be happy with who you are.And you don't need to seek praise to make yourself feel better.You're very modest, and you're keep the drama factor low. Tolerance: You value tolerance highly.Not only do you enjoy the company of those very different from you...You do all that you can to seek it out interesting and unique friends.You think there are many truths in life, and you're open to many of them.

The Five Factor Values Test

oh but one thing i must remember that is very impt today in CHC
i went up to the altar call with Catherine
to be prayed for by Pastor Derek
very nervous and scared
palms was sweating like hell
then received the praying by Pastor
and must fall back and lie on the floor
someone will be behind to catch me
1st time this happens
but i do believe i have received the faith
will not give up....

nxt wk got a lot of things to do
but i think i most looking forward to NUS that talk with 77 Street boss
she is like a legendary in our church
wan to see for myself wat kind of person she is
who knows can invite her to SP for 55@SP talk also lol
hey we are all same church and both christians lol
so she is considered sister haha
but oh well who am i deceiving
but cant hurt to try right :)

Another day....

I wan to shine!!!!!
Dun wan to be in a corner anymore.
Thinking back why i'm so lazy in the past
becaz of FEAR

FEAR OF CRITICISM

Do nothing will ensure that u do nothing wrong.
But that is not going to work.
If no one is criticising u, maybe cause there is nothing to criticise abt.
You are not doing anything GREAT!!!
Nothing to challenge ppl's comfort zone.
Criticise occurs only when talents are shown forth
Glory is SHINING FORTH!!!!!!

I wan to take a step towards my goal.

Ppl will criticise watever things u do
Strip away all fears
We only have one life
we should do wat we wanna do for a good cause
walk in the path of righteousness

I just wan to do things that will please HIM
Glorify HIM
Let my abilities SHINE

Catherine said
How much you grow is determined by how hard you press on.

I WILL SUCCEED IN LIFE AND SHINE FOR HIM!!!!!!

BookBuzz.....

Monday 3 Sep 2007
haiz....see this date a bit sad cause should be still working at Singapore Pools de lor
but nvm today is a very busy day for me also
3pm have the China ITP interview with Winnie Quah
Eileen actually recommendated Kelly Services to us
then today is the credit card American Express briefing ALSO AT 3PM
and they only called me at like 10.30am i think
i said i was interested and wanted to go
so i resort to rushing to LAVENDER from DOVER when both events occuring at 3pm


My Interview
Eileen was before me at 2.45pm
but when i reached there at 2.50pm
the interviewer Winnie still had like Han Ming and Eileen whom she had not done
and Han Ming took an awfully long time inside sia
when he finished it was already like 3.45pm i think
Eileen finished at 4pm lor and my turn finished at like 4.15pm
but they say she so long cause she keep pausing then go out and answer calls
my turn also have....long distance call she said China ITP related stuffs =p
somemore all of us said that her chinese is worst than all of us lor
cause she keep turning to english for quite a few times


well overall she said
Winnie: Your Spoken Chinese is very good ( in chinese)
(I think she ticked the Excellent box for my spoken chinese, the rest all is near the end of Good)

Winnie: If i ask u to write daily articles and journals would u mind? (mixture of eng and chi)
Me: i just say yeah sure or something along that line in chinese forgotten =x
(Crossing my fingers in my mind saying "NO NO, Dun torture me like that DAILY")

Winnie: U prefer Shanghai or SuZhou
Me: i prefered Shanghai but i dun mind SuZhou
(NOOOO....DUN WAN SUZHOU)

Winnie: If i put u alone in a company would u mind?
Me: Preferably not but oh well i can accept
Then she scribled on her notes (Can work alone & Independent)
(Wah.......please dun do that to me......)


i was like having internal battles within me lol haha
the whole time i was like making sure i speak totally in chinese lol in case she penalized me on that
but seeing that she goes back into english so often i doubt so
and i think i made her uneasy when i speak in so "chim" chinese to her lol
couple of times she asked me wat is the meaning of the chinese words -_-
but i think overall was quite ok la
i think i should stand high chances ba though duno la maybe other candidates behind me will do better
*cough* Chee Leng, Joy *cough*
then i will be separated from them ='(


*Pray HARD will be together with all my friends*


ok after that when i finished i ran all the way to Dover MRT and take to Lavender
almost 4.50pm when i arrived at Lavender
however when i reached the bus stop Yee Ling and Jia Yee who went for the credit card briefing
for 3pm-6pm
asked me dun go cause they leaving
say i go will regret de lol
then they say very boring and they left at toilet break haha
to think i rushed all the way there -__-
so i accompany them take red line from Lavender to Sembawang and Woodlands
and i have to meet DARREN AT BUKIT BATOK FOR BOOKBUZZ MEETING AT 7PM
i was like so much time to spare so bo liao of me
really tour around whole singapore on monday liao
from Woodlands to Dover
Dover to Lavender
Lavender to Bukit Batok
Bukit Batok to Woodlands AGAIN!!!!!
i totally used up my 4 rides of MRT concession that day lol
first time in history sia.....


then 7pm at West Mall Burger King meeting with NP BookBuzz
now hearing the word BookBuzz a bit going to faint liao
sigh....imagine going to be part of them in less than 1 month....
the meeting only consists of Darren, Jessica and me
Rachel cannot make it and
our dear Chee Leng is somewhere in Rendang
doing watsoever things that a leadership training camp is supposed to do
i miss her already sia..... ='(
meeting with Darren and Jessica without her just doesnt seems to be complete
back to the meeting
that NP CEO 耍大牌
say 7pm then 7.30pm then come with his gf
and a ***** face
his attitude dun even need to say ask Jessica u all will know
then all the time 踩 our proposal till very jia lat
then that Darren still give him a one month old proposal
which Jessica and I had no idea and no chance to read through *faint for nth times*

so after a quite throughly *washing* by him
all 3 of us were quite hot-headed
determined to prove him wrong
and there goes my tue.....


Tue 4 Sep 2007
8.30am wake up liao cant slp back
9.30am video conference with Darren all the way till 2pm+
3pm both him and Jessica came my hse
with Rachel on her pc at home doing adobe photoshop
she showed us something quite cool called YugmaSkype
then once i installed the plugins all those
i can actually see wat she is doing on her destop lol
so we like using our mouths then tell her words bigger or wat pics not nice
haha actually mostly is Jessica la
Darren and I were busy doing the admin thingy for the proposal
headache like hell
but got pretty much everything covered by 7pm
and my mum actually ordered pizza and treat all of us lol
then rachael was like writing on her destop
"I WANT PIZZA" in caps and red lol
quite scary cause no one touching my laptop then got words moving lol
haha but yeah got A LOT of things done

wat's left is to phrase them properly and in PROPER FORMAT
to make that IAN POH of NP SPEECHLESS!!!!!

Determined I am lol.....

God please guide us through this business venture
Thank U Lord.